I find myself pondering the last few days why am I so busy? How do I not have "time" to do everything I want ... constructive & play?
I have a small handful of people that mean lots and lots to me but it somehow takes an act of the man upstairs for me to have "time" to see them. Does that mean my priorites are off? My day consists of the roughly the same things everyday. And somehow by the time I'm done with Wife & Mommy duties, maybe even get a little Avon duties accomplished the day is gone.
Am I the only stay at home mom that struggles with this? I mean I wake up at 5:30 in the morning 5 days a week .. shower, get ready and start getting kids up by 6:30. Go to the bus ... work out ... shower again (don't ask why I take a shower BEFORE working out) .. then I get a load of laundry done somewhere in there .. pick-up the house a little then it's time to round up kids. Feed kids lunch .. put them down for naps. Okay I'll admit, I do take a nap once the kids are quiet. Then I get up and work on Avon .. or emails whatever then it's time to start dinner. Serve dinner by 6:00 ... clean up, baths by 7:30 and kids in bed by 8:30.
Please someone ... tell me what to cut out so I can be less busy. What am I doing wrong? How does everyone else manage it?? I feel like I'm always letting someone down because I say I wanna see them, yet can't find the time.
